The Man With X​-​Ray Eyes

by Michael Antony Austin

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Confidentialy Yours I’m the man with x-ray eyes I’m Jekyll and Hyde I’m torn between the monster and the lover inside If love is easy then why does it pain And why must I wear these chains that hold me down…? Confidentially yours…truly I walked alone on a tightrope mile I kept the world to myself awhile I took a shot at real affection I looked to you for my protection to stop my fall…. Confidentially yours…truly I can see your wanting and you need blood I can touch but I don't know if I should I can feel the warmth beneath my feet I can hear your heart beat Beat beat beat beat beat… Sealed away in some cryptic place I searched the files for an absent face A square in a round world inconveniently The evidence is plain to see in the here and now…. Confidentially yours…truly Confidentially yours…truly
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Time To Get It Right Here we stand on the edge of a great beginning Not knowing right which way to turn There’s a chance to part from the way we were A chance to change, a chance to learn We need to burn the flags, tear the barriers down Unload the guns of war somehow If we hope to leave a better world We need to make a difference now Oh, I know that we are brothers when all is said and done So why do we hurt the ones we love the most . . .? Time To Get It Right Sometimes there’s a need to make a decision Which side of the line you’re on But don’t go making a big mistake …Just because you heard a protest song! We need to break with tradition and speak our mind Our ‘soapbox corner’ voice be heard And when our hands are tied with political chains We’ll still have the final word Oh, I know that we are brothers when all is said and done So why do we hurt the ones we love the most . . .? Time To Get It Right Lock away your hate of all these years Heal the soul end these tears Live for the future learn to give a damn I believe it's possible if you reach and take a hand We can get it right this time (With a little understanding) We can get it right this time Time To Get It Right Well I know that we are brothers when all is said and done And still we hurt the ones we love the most . . .! Can We Get It Right?
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Fit Into Place Clumsy on my feet tripping over a need to be cool Always the last to be picked for the rugger in school Hiding N.M.E to escape from the pressure of peer A photo of Morrissey could only mean I was queer Attention from girls and a kicking from boys Made certain I left home when I did… I’m so out of the in-crowd I just want to be of the now-crowd All out of step with the scene If you’ve never fit into place Then you’ll know what I mean Unsure and bemused stumbling around in a daze Latching and catching on too late for the imminent craze Finding a hero in the fantasy of Lucas and Co. Never prepared to leave my head at the end of the show Pushing me away from all that I loved Made certain I left home when I did… I’m so out of the in-crowd I just want to be of the now-crowd All out of step with the scene If you’ve never fit into place Then you’ll know what I mean You never gave a thought about Never gave a damn about Never gave a shit about me So why should you care? (Always a little left of centre... Sometimes..., aint no bad thing!)
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Milestones 03:46
Milestones After all these years they've stood the test of time These milestones guiding me to you Heart over my head they make me journey on These milestones tell me what to do And if there is a mountain between us Or a heavy load upon my back I know what pulls me through As I just keep on walkin' every dusty track Each milestone is a step closer to you Like a trail of tears and I cried every one These milestones stand silent still and strong A sound of ancient voices calling out to me These milestones carry me along And if there is an ocean between us Or a sea of troubles to drag me down Unto the Lord I pray And he keeps me on walkin' every empty town Each milestone is a step along the way So many roads to travel we made it here somehow We made mistakes and cheated hearts with every broken vow The sins of each other are played out by a song And now I'm comin' back to you admitting I was wrong And if there is an ocean between us Or a sea of troubles to drag me down Unto the Lord I pray And he keeps me on walkin' every empty town Each milestone is a step along the way
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Don’t Leave Me... On A Sunday We’ve had so much fun together We shared our ways and means But now you say you’re leaving me To follow different dreams You say its fact you won’t be back You’ve found another man But after all the love I’ve given you I still don’t understand Don’t leave me on a Sunday Monday would be fine I’ve got so much work to do It’ll take my mind off you Don’t leave me on a Sunday I’m not much of a praying man But tonight I’m on my knees You played me for the fool I was But I could never see If I was a wiser man I could turn the other cheek Just promise me that you won’t leave On the wrong day of the week
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Alive Again 05:18
Alive Again Thought I’d left you far behind me So long ago, another time, another place No matter where I go I find you Haunting every line upon my face I’m remembering the past I thought I’d laid it all to sleep You said my peace would never last You said my faith would never keep So I’ll take my car and drive To anywhere but here Leave behind my feelings My pain, my guilt, my fear I’ll drift on northern winds To sooth my tired feet Cradle mixed emotions Within a warm retreat Waiting somehow To come alive again Thought I’d given every reason For letting go of what I knew Now it all seems so unclear Of what became of me and you I’m recalling distant words To songs I wrote before Where the tunes were trapped in cages Confined - unsung - secure
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East Of The Sun Maybe life is short but there are times when you could really use a smile cause you haven’t seen one for a while having met your lonely heart I can safely say that you really need to try to find your way again I saw it once upon a time . . . Maybe you could shut yourself away for just an hour or a day And the world can stay outside perhaps for just a while having found your empty heart you can place it into my hands I’ll give you all you need and more… From the outside looking in From somewhere deep within We all know where we’ve been When the moon comes `round again East of the sun Where the world lets us in Maybe you have found the truth in love and you almost gave it up and the secret of your smile you’re keeping deep inside having almost lost your heart you really need to try to find the space again Where you keep a truth for me...
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Laptop Dancing Time to find a new direction Choose a different path to run Time to jump into the water Leaving fate to turn you on Time to brave the new horizons Take a break from it all Readdress the situation Touch it quick before you fall... And go Laptop Dancing And go Laptop Dancing It’s live for the minute in this moment Wipe the sweat from furrowed brow Glance the fear in passing mirrors Reflecting then and now All you need to feel the warmth Is a word from the sponsors to embrace Fold it away with a touch Put on a smile to save face… And go Laptop Dancing And go Laptop Dancing Be anything you want to be in your fantasy world Anything and everything All or nothing at all And go laptop dancing And go laptop dancing
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I'm Only Me 03:38
I’m Only Me Like a child dancing in the pouring rain Fascinated and amused I begin again All my worries are falling by the wayside They get washed away like paper Disappearing down a drain My eyes are wide open (ready to believe) My eyes are wide open (ready to receive) I’m not afraid to look upon the world All of my life I've been trying to be The greatest lover / The perfect son All of my life I’ve been trying to be The trusted friend whom you depend on But I’ll never reach the goals you set All that you see is all you get After time I hope you’ll see I’m only me I’m only me Like a writer searching for the missing page But with a smile I realised I had come of age All my worries now vanish with the sunrise I become the player while you remain the stage
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Mine All Mine Unlead the coffee, I’ve a migraine coming on The ashtrays crowded, I’ve the feeling that I don't belong If time can make you stronger, thank god my hands are free They say, “ it’s better to have loved and lost “, “ than not receive ! “ but I still wish you could be… but I still wish you could be… but I still wish you could be… mine Strains of “Miss Chaterlaine” bring tripping highs and lows I lost my heart somewhere by following my nose If pain can make you stronger, then I'm weakening your blows They say , “Oh well, hey, never mind!“, “that’s the way it goes!“ but I still wish you could be… but I still wish you could be… but I still wish you could be… mine
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Half Empty/ Half Full If I could capture the essence of you Like a butterfly caught in a jar I’d be closer to viewing the world through your eyes If there were ever answers to all of my prayers And I could see the light I’d be closer to holding the heaven you believe But I don’t feel these things as you do... To me the glass is half empty To you the glass is half full Always If I could turn back all of the years To each time I missed my cue I’d be closer to being the whole perfection of you But I don’t feel these things as you do... To me the glass is half empty To you the glass is half full Always Fill me up, `till my cup, runneth over
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Speak (To You) If you read my text but find no truth in their voice You misunderstand the sound If you lack nourishment in your soul my dear Let me feed you life Let me show you light Let me educate Listen I can speak to you... if you let me in I don’t ask for miracles just read between the lines you steal There is reason in the madness I reveal I know I’m a dreamer and that cannot be forgiven But maybe one day My words will be spoken like any other Don’t martyr me Listen I can speak to you… if you let me in Ooh, speak to you… wherever you are Ooh, speak to you... no matter how far Ooh, speak… and let me in My portrait is aging fast now, a coda, like dorian grey The eyes remain young while this weakness decays I told you, though I may be gone I’ll never fade away As long as you remember The things that I say Listen I can speak to you... if you let me in
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Shadowlands 03:49
Shadowlands I dreamed of fame and glory years An ambitious youth full of lies and tears I searched for light in darkened rooms That sealed me in like desert tombs I heard applause from empty chairs Took curtain calls for vacant stares In the heart of the lions den Where you never know who what why or when Where they build you up so you can fail And chase your fragile hopes away In these shadowlands In these shadowlands Errors made and dues I’ve paid With many a bridge burnt along the way My reasons lost my senses wary My nerves are shot my eyes are blurry Take a hold your day will come Take a chance and run run run . . . From the heart of the lions den Where you never know who what why or when Where they build you up so you can fail And chase your fragile hopes away In these shadowlands In these shadowlands Almost joined club 27... a legacy to find I needed to relax a while, I needed to unwind Kicked off my shoes, hit the road No clear destination Found a way to trust myself – quite a revelation

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released January 1, 2004

Michael Antony Austin / The Man With X-Ray Eyes

Words & Music by Michael Antony Austin

Performed by
Michael Antony Austin / Vocals & Backing Vocals
Peter Fischer / Electric, Acoustic & E-Bow Guitars
Olaf 'Tulup' Krüger / Loops, Samples, Keyboards & Programming
with…
Markus Wienstroer / Violin
Marius Goldhammer / Bass
Marty Craggs / Harmonica, Sax & Flute
Irene Hume / Duet on "Milestones"
Irene & Brian Hume / Backing Vocals on "Milestones", "Fit Into Place" and "East Of The Sun"
Tony Davis / Piano on "Alive Again"

Vocals, Sax, Flute, Harmonica Recorded by Tony Davis @ The Cluny Natural Sound Studio, Newcastle Upon Tyne, England
Guitars, Bass & Violin Recorded by Peter Fischer @ Das Frequenzlabor, Hagen, Germany
Samples, Loops, Keyboards & Programming by Olaf Krüger @ Die Popecke, Dortmund Germany

Album Cover Design by Klaus Baumers
Album Cover Photo by Michael
Final Album Mix & Mastered by Tony Davis

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Michael Antony Austin Gelsenkirchen, Germany

Tasty Country tinged Pop Rock and Folk from an ex-pat Geordie Singer/Songwriter residing in Germany!

Casual Crooner, part-time Popstar, hopeful Headbanger...!

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